Haven't been in the best of moods recently. Sigh. I wanna be cheerful once more! I'm really trying very hard to.. but everytime I'm in a slighty happier mood, something bad has to happen.
Thanks Jeffery for cheering me up last night. I had a real good laugh. I can't even remember when was the last time that I actually laughed. Thanks ^^
Grace said something which made me think about all that has happened. She said 'If you're really numb to all these, you wouldn't be feeling this way'. Why can't I be really numb? Because if I am, I wouldn't be sad. I wouldn't be crying myself to sleep almost every night. Sick and tired of all these.
Mid sem tests are next week. Haven't started studying. Sigh. Hope I will be able to scrape through despite the countless lectures that I have been skipping.
Posted by ang3l-ham at 4:24 AM
