I'm so bored. I feel like playing Gunbound but none of my buddies are online and I don't like the feeling of playing all alone. Ahh!
Shaun's event at DXO seemed so fun. He's blabbering to me all the interesting things that happened last night. Haha. He even screamed at me for passing by DXO without calling him since he can put me on the VIP list and get in free. Wahaha. I'm a good girl remember? ^.^
I should start getting my tutorials done. Right. I'll do it tonight.. or tomorrow. >.<
Posted by ang3l-ham at 2:07 AM
Blogging for my dear Gracie to kill time. Wahaha.
It's such a fun yet tiring day! Steven came over to play with Scooby and left with a pee stained sock instead. Wahaha. Silly Steven.
Shopping is getting tough nowadays. I don't seem to be able to find anything that catches my eye. Why!? This is saddening! The whole Marina Square is so big yet nothing seems interesting. Is it me or the clothes? :<
And omg.. I feel like a total PIG. Ate so much that.. I can't even describe it. Yummilicious banana split and international buffet for dinner. Imagine that. Gosh. After all that eating, Steven and I agreed that the dieting is totally screwed.
I'm tired yet I can't sleep. Why!?
Posted by ang3l-ham at 9:15 AM
I have no idea where did I go wrong.. Things seem so strained between us.. Sigh..
School has started for a week now and I only went for 2 days. Woopeedoo! I don't really catch my lectures because.. it's too dry. I have no idea about the subjects.. at all. I'm so gonna do my tutorials to make myself understand.
School means meeting my friends everyday. And my friends are mad fun to be with. Haha. Laughter is bound to be heard when we are together. I <3 them.
Chomp chomp is so yummy! I can't wait to go there again. I shall update more about that when my dear Gena uploads the pics.
Posted by ang3l-ham at 5:32 PM
Shaun was supposed to accompany me to Ernst and Yang before going somewhere to slack and chill. I was already out of my house when he called me to say that it was raining at his place and he was too lazy to go out. Like hello!? I spent close to an hour getting ready! Choosing my outfit, applying my make up blah blah. And you said you're lazy at the last minute?! AHH!!
Read Angie's blog recently? Wahaha. I burst out laughing at the 2 pails part. Yesh.. I'm emotional. >.< I have this stupid idea. I'm gonna download Gunbound and act noobish. Lol.
Posted by ang3l-ham at 12:05 AM
Hurr. I'm bored. Dead bored. What am I doing home alone on a lovely Sunday afternoon!? I'm blogging. Gracie's blogging. We're gonna read and tag each other. Get the idea? Two bored barbies.
How I wish I can be like Scooby. Sleep all day, just waiting to be pampered. Talk about that, Scooby-I'm-so-clever-Lee has created his own Friendster account! Go ahead and add him and perhaps leave a testimonial? Haha. His email is
scooby_lee@hotmail.com. He even has an email account! So clever. Wahaha.
I'm only going to school for 2 days this week. Is that slack or slack!? And somehow, I get the idea that my bestie's brother's friend wanna hit on me.. and he's 15. *Shakes head* Kids these days.. Lol.
Home alone is dead boring. Especially when your beloved dog is sleeping.
Posted by ang3l-ham at 5:55 PM
It's back to school once more. Oh well, I shan't complain much since my timetable is slack and I've found another girl in my class whom I can yak with. It's the final year. Time passes so quickly. I can still remember the time when I was still a freshman..
There's something bugging me but I don't know how to explain it. Sigh. I just hope it will settle down and things will be back to normal.
Barbies and Steven! When are we having our Chomp Chomp trip!? :<
Posted by ang3l-ham at 8:05 PM
My lovely colleagues
Brian, my scandalous affair. Hahaha.
Posted by ang3l-ham at 6:48 AM
O man.. I'm bushed. My legs are aching slightly and I keep yawning. But somehow, I don't seem to be able to fall asleep.. Sigh.
Work was as per normal today. Except that I saw Grace, Sah and Yasmin. Haha. I didn't expect to see them working there and I got a HUGE shock when I first saw them. Lol.
Managed to knock off early and so Brian and I headed to East Coast Park for some blading. Scooby tagged along too. Haha. Scooby looks so cute in Brian's arms. But come to think of it, he's always cute! Haha. Bladed, fell on my ass once and screamed loads of time when I had to blade across the hump. Brian had to help me across 9 out of 10 humps and I even accidently kicked him in the leg once. Oops! Had late dinner aftermath and cabbed home. My poor legs..
It's the last day of work tomorrow. I'll miss the job and the people. :< Oh yeah.. I'm in T01 for the new semester and NO ONE I know is in the same class as me. Boohoo!
Posted by ang3l-ham at 9:03 AM
Eight Below is very nice! Everyone should catch it. It was so touching that I cried and I left the cinema looking like a ghost because of the smudged eyeliner. Haha.
The timetable should be coming out soon.. tomorrow if I'm not wrong. Probably gonna be in the same class as my dear Rachie. Yippie! I'll try not to be so slack in my final year.. Try.
Happy Birthday Scooby! You turn 15 months old today and you're getting cuter by the day! Love ya!
Posted by ang3l-ham at 7:45 AM
Have I mentioned how much I hate my neighbour!? Pff.
First day of work today. It's so slack. I just took a whole stack of flyers and tried to give them out but there were just too many people like me, who were also giving out flyers. At least my pay is good. ^.^ Met new friends too and we started yakking. There's this guy who got the job through an agency. Omg that agency eats his money! He's getting only half of what I'm getting. Poor dude.
I can't wait for this Friday. I'll be a lot richer. Whee!
Posted by ang3l-ham at 3:04 AM
I'm extremely happy today and I have no idea why. Just woke up feeling cheerful and everything was so happy. Church was fun and enjoyable and everyone around me seemed so cheerful and smiled at me and stuff. I wish everyday was like that. ^.^
Posted by ang3l-ham at 12:38 AM
It's 12.45 A.M. and I'm hungry. Darn. Everyone knows supper is fattening. Urgh. What should I do?
Got the new muzzle for Scooby and he still makes tiny barks. Compared to the previous ones, it's considered soft already. But no, my sis still ain't satisfied. She wants him completely quiet. Ahh! What am I gonna do!? It's all my fault anyway. He's spoilt and pampered. He's not gonna sleep on my bed from tonight onwards! Even though I really like hugging him to sleep.
Collected my Birkens today and omg.. Ebony is cute! But come to think of it, every dog is cute to me. Wahaha. Headed to town with the girls and Steven aftermath and basically walked. From Far East to Plaza Singapura. Imagine how tired my feet felt. Thank goodness for Steven. He's such a gentleman. He carried my shoes from the moment I collected it till the end of the outing. And he didn't even make a single complain. Thanks :)
I shall post the pictures when.. I receive them. Haa. Nighties all!
Posted by ang3l-ham at 9:44 AM
Posted by ang3l-ham at 9:05 AM
Winking.
This is so not my feeling right now. I'm down again. Down-er than ever. I'm so sorry....
Posted by ang3l-ham at 8:55 AM
This is it. I'll have to get a smaller muzzle. If Scooby still continues to bark, I'll just have to give him away. Not that I want to but I don't have a choice. My mom is close to a nervous breakdown and my sis is super irritated with him. If even the muzzle won't work, it's good bye.
Cried and cried but no amount of tears will make you more obedient. If only I can read your mind, then I will know what you want. If only you can keep quiet.. I really wish to keep my promise to you. I really want to be by your side forever. It sounds stupid saying this to a dog but no one will understand the love I feel towards you. Maybe it's the loneliness I felt before you arrived. That's why I pampered you so much which resulted in your spoilt behaviour. I love you.. I really do.
Posted by ang3l-ham at 5:38 AM
Have you been to Ikea recently? Omg the things there are so nice! Why didn't I go there to shop for furniture when I shifted house!?
Look at that cupboard and bed! It's so pink.. I like!
What a lovely chandeliar!
How can we possibly miss out a bathroom pic?
After all that walking.. YAWN.
Yummy swedish meatballs! Of course, I couldn't finish all that food. I'm so greedy.
So sorry girls for the change in my mood. A phonecall ruined it. Blah.
My Birkens have arrived! I'm gonna collect it on Saturday! Wheee!
Posted by ang3l-ham at 4:04 AM
Urgh. I'm down with the flu bug.
Ah choo! I've been sneezing the whole day. Like 50+ times perhaps? Bah. It's probably due to the unhappiness that's bottled up inside of me. My nose is like Mr. Rulpoh (spelling?). It's freaking red and sore from all that rubbing!
It's a happy day today! I brought Scooby to dog farm! He looked so happy running around and playing with other dogs. Just looking at him being so happy made me happy too. Laughing at all the stupid things he does. Smiling at him when he runs freely across the field chasing a frisbee. It's times like this when I really smile from within.
Posted by ang3l-ham at 7:12 AM
Scooby almost got lost. He ran out of the house and I had to chase after him. I was so giddy that I almost fainted at the thought of losing him. Thank gawd I caught him and brought him back.
I'm so sick of all this nonsense. In future, I will definately not let my kids go through this kind of torment. I will give them a happy and whole family. I feel like taking Scooby with me and run away from home. It's impossible of course. I will still have to face the problem after that.
I've been crying for 3 days now. My eyes are fucking swollen and red. I look like a ghost. No amount of makeup can hide these hideous eyes and I'm going out later. Help!
Posted by ang3l-ham at 11:42 PM
I completely understand this phrase now. 'Kids are the one to suffer in a spoilt marriage'.
So sick of tears.
Posted by ang3l-ham at 4:44 AM
Once more, I'm all alone. Or maybe I should stop saying that since I have Scooby for company. My sis left the house early in the morning and my mom just dropped by for like 15 minutes before going off again. Why am I not surprised that she wouldn't stay home to spend quality time with me? The time I spend with her is less than 24 hours a week.
Sometimes I wonder, why is it me? Why do others have happy families and I don't? Why do they have loving parents and I don't? When I see parents with their kids on the street, I envy them. When I see loving couples, I envy them. Sometimes when I'm all alone, I take out those old photos that we took as a whole family. Just looking at them sparks my memories and tears just come falling down. I miss you Daddie. Things won't that bad before you left us. Did you send Scooby to me to make me feel better?
To most people, going back to a loving home is expected. But to me, home doesn't mean a thing to me anymore. It's just 4 walls where I seek shelter from. There's no love at all.
I hate this feeling. I really do.
Posted by ang3l-ham at 4:46 AM
Someone please help me. I'm rotting my life away! As least I have Scooby for company. Scooby has been with me for 355 days now. Gosh that's long. And my love for him hasn't changed one bit. <3
My mom asked me this question: 'What were you doing at home before Scooby came along?' I pondered and to my horror, I realised I didn't have a life one year ago. It was computer all day long. I'm so thankful for Scooby. <3
Although there are times when he really gets on my nerve like peeing on my bed! He did it AGAIN. This time, I really scolded him. His tail was down and refused to look at me in my eye. He just sat there quietly. Even after the scolding, he continued to sit there and look at me with that super duper adorable puppy eyes. How can I possibly be angry at him? <3
He's like my bodyguard. He sleeps beside me at night. He jumps up the sofa and lies there while I watch television and scratch his neck. He follows me around the house and even right now, he's on the chair with me, lying on my stomach and sleeping. How adorable. <3
For those who don't really know, I printed a super cute picture of Scooby and put it in my wallet. So everytime I open it, I see his cute face. I can't even imagine me going on holidays and leaving him in the boarding kennels. I'm sure he will be barking and crying out for me. <3
Omg what a long post over my cute doggie. I'm nuts.
Posted by ang3l-ham at 9:14 AM
